Picture of Me

Oooh

I just found out from the swimming pool commercial, where he has the 1 from Wal-Mart with the hose in it, that if someone born around 1960 says to be quiet cuz you're not young enough to be their kid that you're always in trouble for like trying to be cutesy or asking for attention.

Suggestion

They were questioning the Garden of Eden.  I would think that everyone would want to feel the same message after the after-blast.  Saying I am not reacting negatively but what the fact is that is good in the ^issue^ that is obvious.

How to Fix It

It's important.  I'm trying to cool down but can't seem to keep my mouth shut about some questionable things.  I'm trying to calm down for good.

Kudos

to Drew Barrymore's daughter Frankie!  How did she pick that name?

Problem

Howcome when I comment on something, it seems like Ellen gets mad?  I am not mean, but others are.

Why is she being mean to me?  Trying to tell me my place?  People have ruined my life!  Sometimes, she said she has weird things like that as reasons.

My left hand is still shaking, from when I was mad..

Everyone said I was just a shy, sweet, smart girl who needed to get out of her shell but in other ways never change.  Why can't I function?  I literally can't do anything BUT posts pictures of St. Augustine, a joke.  That's something I enjoy seeing and would showing whoever is interested.  Too bad I don't have my old friends.

What, does something this sweet offend|insult.. you??  I don't mean to be rude!  I'm listening.

Let me just say that I got a strange message, like that people need to be mean to me if Ellen is.

Well, okay..  A post filled with some emotion on something.  Not too shabby.  I just can't get to sleep.

Think about that, Ellen extending her weaknesses and repeating it to think she's right to be mean to me cuz so many people are.  Some people don't do that..  I'm not trying to argue in her face, but this is the place to talk and solve things.  It's just interesting and maybe I need some feedback.. might go post a shortened version on IMDb.

What came over me?

My mom forgot my medicine 1 morning.

Anyway, I slapped the wall, not like punching a hole or doing something louder like banging my body against it.  Then I kept like almost hitting things, hit the table.  So bad.  What can I do?  I know I need more time alone.  What should I do if I need to test myself more?

Sorry, again..

..about the confusing comment.  Something came over my being careful.  Guess I must pay the price.  The thing is lots of people are like this, all the time to me, if it interests you.  I didn't mean it outfront or whatever.

Did you realize..

..it's fun to make fun of others and revel in pleasure instead?  That's why I don't do it-

TV

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

I agree on getting good quality sleep at night.

The adorable kids were adorable.

Mary-Kate and Ashley were so cute!  I don't know which 1 I'm like more, but it must have used to be Ashley in a lot of ways I desired.  In fact, "Full House" is on now.

The young homeless music student in college was so cute.  He played so nicely.  He is such a great guy.  I am so happy for all he got.

The Indian guy from Big Bang Theory was very very intriguing and important!